When I wake up, you’re the first thing on my mind. When I’m on my way to school, I know ill see you a few times because were on the same basketball and softball team and I’m just planning and trying to figure out how am I gonna make it seem like I don’t care anymore. I see you and everything freezes in time and the spotlight is just on you… your hazel eyes and beautiful brown hair and plump limps & DAT ASSS lol …I just die a littlle more inside. I understand that you’re straight. I understand that you feel uncomfertable around me now, and there’s not a second of the day that I don’t think back and wish I would of held my tounge when I confessed my feelings for you. I don’t understand why you won’t talk to me, you make it seem like I’m going to kidnap you and give you aids, I just wish you’d stop ignoring me and make pretend nothing happened, like you never knew I had feelings for you. So maybe then I can forget about you and what a bitch you are. When I told you I liked you, you became so worried with what evryone had to say or what everyone thought of you, but you completly ignored me when I was there for you every moment of every hard time you had. I don’t get why you would make me feel so shitty about myself, and show no mercy when all I’ve ever done was love you and try to give you everything you’ve ever wanted, protect you and please you all the time. I hate you…but I love you too.
DON’T EVER…I MEAN EVERRRRRRR……HAVE A CRUSH .